Sunday, July 10, 2005
I feel alone… I went to church for the afternoon mass, and prayed for everything, I know He has a purpose why this is happening to me, I prayed that this is not happening, I prayed that he will come back soon…That I’m not loosing him. I love him, and I don’t want to lose him. But it’s happening, and it’s hurt me more knowing that, I wouldn’t have him anymore. When I reached home, I decided to go to Darling, I just need someone to lean on, because I think it would break me. I told everything to her, she kindda amused, because she know the guy. She telling me that I can overcome this, she know I will… she’s comforting me, she told me she had the same situation as I do right now… and if she make it, she know I will, also. She understands me why I’m feeling this way. And it’s hard, the pain is killing me inside! I just pray it’s over, so the pain will end…
inloved @
10:15 PM