Saturday, July 09, 2005
THIS IS THE END… for more than 1week now, I’ve experienced the BEST days of my life… it’s really hard for me to tell this to all of you guys, but I need someone to lean on… sat. around 12:30am we talked about our situation… he told me that, he, and his gf had a talked regarding their relationship… they've already fixed it, the girl told that she doesn't want to end their relationship, and that she wants him to wait until she finish school, and that will be 3 yrs. from now… and he said he will, then I start crying, because I know for sure,what will happen to our relationship, he said a lot of things, he’s trying to explain to me everything, I said ok! But deep inside of me… it’s not ok!!! I kept crying, I don’t know what to say, I have a lot of things to tell him, but I can’t find a way to say it. I’m just crying… It hurts!!! I went to work, and I felt depressed… I fell alone, I fell restless!!! I can’t concentrate on my things because I’m thinking of him. I want to cry all over again, just to ease the pain, I went to the lady’s room I cried there, I don’t care if anyone can see me, I just wanted to cry. After shift, I decided to talked to him, again… I hope it will end good. Please!!!
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11:14 AM